Tuesday, May 17, 2011

I am sorry for all my chocolate with all my heart

Dear Me,
I am writing this letter today to ask for your forgiveness.  I know that there have been many times when I chose my addiction over you.  I know there have been times when I drove past and skipped out on my Weight Watches meeting to get to Friendly's. I know that I have made it unbearable to fit into any clothes that are not made of at least 40% spandex.  But that was the old me.  I am turning the page and would like you to be able to forgive me and put it in the past.  But, do not forget they things I did wrong.  When I go to do them again, please remind me that I deserve more and that you deserve more.  You deserve the best you that you can be.  The best I can be is to get rid of this weight from the sugar that has been dragging me down.

As I get further into these steps, it becomes increasingly harder to find the fun in my addiction.  Was it ever fun?

Step 9:  
Made direct amends to such people wherever possible, except when to do so would injure them or others

1 comment:

  1. It as Applebees and we had cheeseburgers. Possibly a brownie sundae but I'm not sure of that.