I need to take a break from my steps right now. I am going nuts. I need a breather. Today is officially two weeks sugar free- it feels like an eternity. I have found enjoyment by living vicariously through others. I figure if I can't eat it, I may as well help other people enjoy it.
"Hold out your hand!" Squirt. Mmmm.
"Now the other one!" Squirt. Mmmm.
I take pure enjoyment as I spray that can of whipped cream into my niece's little hand. Am I being a great aunt or just passing on my addiction to the next generation?! I am going to stick with best aunt ever.
It was after this that I had a breakdown; where I thought I was going to cave in. I have the text messages in front of me as evidence to myself that I am nuts.
I want to eat sugar again.
I only live once! Why should I be deprived of what I really like!?
Surprisingly, it was this blog experience that kept me from making out with the nozzle of the whipped cream can. I now have a large group of people to which I have made myself accountable. People who will say "hey, what happened, I thought you weren't eating sugar?". I hate and love you all at the same time.
As they say on Intervention "Secrets keep people sick". My secret is out to you all. I am getting well.
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